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Dreaming of a Gray Christmas…

May 21, 2012

Hello friends,

After taking a hiatus from blogging, etc, in order to focus on writing and spending some time with my family, I’m dipping my toe back in to give you an update on what we’re brewing over here.

In November of last year Centricity and I talked about doing a Christmas record for 2012, and as I wondered about what that would like—what kind of Christmas record I could get really excited about—I thought about a Gray Christmas tradition that involves one of my favorite books by one of my favorite authors: “Beyond Words” by Frederick Buechner, a kind of dictionary/encyclopedia of religious words and characters that come to new life under Buechner’s observant eye.

Every year I pull the book off the shelf and look up each of the characters who make an appearance in the Christmas story, and every year I’m so moved by the humanity of these people who find themselves unexpectedly in the middle of The Great Story. With all that Christmas has come to represent in the years since, it’s been good for me to be reminded that it actually happened, once upon a time, in a certain place, in the lives of people much like myself.

So I set out to write and record a collection of Christmas songs based on the characters in the story, then filling in the gaps with traditional Christmas carols that would advance the narrative.

I had no idea what I was getting myself into! Here I had an opportunity to just record a bunch of classics and be done with it! But once this other idea took hold of me it drew me deeper and deeper into it until each character presented themself asking for their story to be told. 8 songs later (and several others that won’t make the record) we decided we had to stop and leave some room for the carols that would help identify this as a Christmas collection.

Making a Christmas record is tricky because just about everyone has a different opinion about what a Christmas record should be.  Actually, it’s less an opinion than it is a conviction.  When I let word out about this project on my facebook page one commenter would write something like: “Please do the classics!” and then the very next commenter would write, “whatever you do, don’t just do the songs that everyone else does – original songs please!” Even my own house is divided over the idea of what makes a great Christmas record. 

Throw into the mix the consideration of what kind of songs radio stations might want and what Centricity is hoping for (though they’ve been very generous to let me chase my passion on this) and it makes for a bit of a tightrope walk. Trying to please everybody is the enemy of creativity and at some point in the process I was set free from the various imagined expectations and my guiding prayer became to make the kind of record that most honored, the heart of God, Jesus, and those who there on that holy night at the dawn of redeeming grace. This left me at the mercy of my most demanding critic: myself, but it also put me in a position to be led by my delight.

It seemed like a great opportunity to work with my friend and one of my favorite producers, Cason Cooley, whose work on Katie Herzig’s “The Waking Sleep” and Jill Phillips’ “In This Hour” are great examples of both his playful adventurism and humble service to the song (do yourself a favor and check out both of those records!)  Cason’s work has a quirky and joyful exuberance that I thought would be a perfect fit for this project.  I wanted it to be a really joyful record.

As I got deeper into the story and the characters, though, I found myself in an intense narrative peopled with characters in the midst of great drama! The young girl who carries the secret of angels; the heartbroken young man whose fiancé is pregnant with another’s baby (will he forgive her when it’s in his power to ruin her?); the wisemen with their gifts of gold (will they give the child what he desires most, the gift of themselves?); the harried innkeeper so overwhelmed with his work that it’s hard for him to recognize the wonder on his doorstep that would make him whole.

In the midst of the sober drama is also the exuberance of the shepherds, wide-eyed and breathless the moment after the angels split the sky with their chorus. They are running into town with Gloria! still ringing in their ears—not entirely sure where they’re going, but what is there to do but run!—to see the newborn King. And of course there is the child himself who will make us children again and heal the world with joy.

I’ve played the little bits that we’ve gotten done so far for some friends and I received the greatest compliment I could have hoped for when a friend told me that he thought it sounds more like me than any thing I’ve ever recorded.

Complicated scheduling and a spring full of touring have made it more difficult to pull this project together than we ever imagined, but Cason and co-writing friends like Randall Goodgame, Andy Gullahorn, Nichole Nordeman, and Joel Hanson have been generous in their time and care to help me bring these songs to life. And so here we are making a record (and still writing! Probably until the last possible moment!) that we hope will surprise, delight and give people a sense that once upon a time and a place, among men and women just like us, a baby was born who changed everything. It’s the greatest story ever told, and it’s a story that we are all a part of, caught up in, and inexorably shaped by.

Frederick Buechner, whose writing plays a significant part in these songs, has said that the story of one of us is the story of us all. If we’ve done our job well, then hopefully these characters will feel like old friends, as familiar as the person in your mirror. Hope you like it when we’re finished with it 🙂

9 Comments leave one →
  1. Lydia permalink
    May 21, 2012 8:25 pm

    I can’t wait to hear the album!! (you had the perfect ending on the post :D)

  2. Michael permalink
    May 21, 2012 9:01 pm

    I cannot wait til the release of this new project! Jason, you are truly one of the most gifted, creative song writers around. I consider you to be a true “word-smith”. May the Lord continue to richly bless you as you seek to serve and become more like Him!

  3. David D. permalink
    May 21, 2012 9:32 pm

    Sounds great, looking forward to hearing those songs. I also like Beuchner, so that should make it a double blessing.

  4. Alyssa L. permalink
    May 22, 2012 10:16 am

    Can’t wait!!

  5. cyndap permalink
    May 22, 2012 4:52 pm What a wonderful concept for a Christmas album. I’ll bee looking forward to hearing it as soon as it becomes available.

  6. Roger permalink
    July 4, 2012 6:27 pm

    I’m looking forward to hearing your new album Jason. I have been sharing your music with everyone I know. Your music has deeply enriched my life and I will be praying that God will continue to use you as you seek to be an instrument in our great Redeemers hands. Thank you for reminding us who we are in Christ and that nothing we go through in our lives is wasted. Many warm regards!

  7. Jerome permalink
    July 25, 2012 10:55 am

    Just enjoyed listening to “Easier” over at The Rabbit Room. If that song is any indication, this album will be just wonderful. Thank you!

  8. August 16, 2012 8:13 am

    I’m looking forward to this album! In fact I have money squirreled away specifically for the purpose of buying it.

    What month will it be coming out?

  9. Cindy Rowan-Hoffman permalink
    November 5, 2012 8:31 pm

    I bought the Christmas Stories album today and just finished listening to it. Just Amazing!!!! I was deeply touched by all of it but especially by…Children Again…..I want to be led to Bethlehem…thanks for reminding me to kneel before that manger!!!!!!

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